Hmmmm.... wrote this piece after 13 days of my Mom-in-law's death, always wanted to share this on blog, don't know why i couldn't do it. But today i collected all the strength lying in every nook and corner of the heart to share my feelings with every one. It's my first ever blog post so kindly pardon me for my amateur skill.
Today we said final good bye to you Mumma, It was never easy for any of us to see you in the pain, last 1 year has brought lot many changes in every ones life in our family, specially in our relationship. It took a beautiful shape and became bit stronger. We always shared a true relationship of "Saas-Bahu" Kuch khatta thoda mitha. This time I am recalling that Dahi-Bhalla & Golgappe we had together at UPSC wali gali.
Mumma now when you are not with us, I can understand what all you have been gone through with, in your life being a wife, being a mother or should I say being a women. I curse my self for not understanding your situation when you were alive. I never ever thought even in my dreams that I would be so grieved with your death. Today I feel that no one is suffering with your loss as much as I am suffering. Don't know the real reason behind this your death or something else...... . Really wish could have done something for you when you were alive. The only good thing is that now you are resting in the divine world where there is no pains no sufferings & no sorrows.
Always rest in peace Mumma.
Luv u
Shilpi
